February 10, 2009
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Fighting Fire with Fire
A lot happens in a few days.
Last week was a long week at work and it really sucked. We were short handed and it was one problem after another and it felt like we could not keep up. The worse was making all the calls regarding recalled peanut butter products, the list was endless. Also I found myself very frustrated learning the driver's credit line. A lot of procedures to learn that go with it. Tedious. I made it through.
So when Angie called me as I was getting off work Friday night asking if I would like to go out for some beers, I was estatic. I rushed home and then met up with Angie, and I got to meet Donnie for the first time. I must say he is a very likeable guy, I was happy for Angie! Foxy and Andy also met up with us. We started out by going to one of the flooded out bars that has reopened. We were not impressed, needless to say we did not stay long. When push came to shove we ended up at our favorite bar for the rest of the night of course, Chuck's. I was really proud of myself because I had went all day Friday and only consumed 300 calories... but then I started drinking. Ugh, don't drink on an empty stomach. Through out the course of the night I'm guessing I had 10 beers, a few rounds of shots and a tequila sunrise or two. But I had FUN.
Maybe too much fun? I got a little crazy with my phone. Somehow Glenn buddy and I ended up drunk dialing each other and chatting away. I'm quite sure I agreed to meet up with him at the bar Friday morning and drink the day away together, just like the good old days. I haven't seen him in almost a year. I can't think of a better way to spend my Friday the 13th.
In my drunken stupor somehow I also ended up sending really dirty text messages back and forth with a coworker of mine, Chris. That opened up a can of worms. The problem with that is that Chris is 35 and on the tail end of his 3rd marriage if that tells you anything.
Sat I sobered up. I met up with my Aunt Jodi at Carlos for lunch and then hung out at her house for awhile in the afternoon. Saturday night I dragged Christina with me to a sex toy party at Gina's. That was a hoot. Later that night, Chris was the one who was drunk and so he continued the dirty messages with me from the night before...
Sunday morning I went to church. I studied Tall Boy, and I think my imagination went wild. Maybe it wasn't him on the internet. His hair is really dark brown and could even be considered black by matter of opinion. He didn't act like he was placing me up with the internet or anything. He smiled at me waved and said hi, that was about it. I'm going crazy, I can't take progress that moves this slow.
I left right after church and went to work on Sunday.
And then this thing between Chris and I, hasn't ended... We were both sober Sunday and continued with the messages. Text turned into dirty voice mails, dirty voice mails turned into dirty photos, etc. 1st I told him that because he is a coworker and because he is married those were two lines I did not want to cross. He is persistent and my will power is growing weak, very weak. I don't want to be a homewrecker and be the straw that breaks the camels back in his marriage, even if they are having problems. However, it's not my problem if his wife isn't meeting his needs. His mind is already made up. I know it's wrong, and suddenly I don't really care. I need a relationship with someone like Tall Boy. However I need some wild, crazy, hot, amazingly good sex with someone like Chris, no commitments, no strings attached. just sex. Apparently he needs it too. Get it while I'm young??
I can't do this whole being single thing anymore. I can tell you that much. I have a handful of bootie calls that I could call at any given time, but this is different. It's the forbidden fruit perhaps??
I already have decided plenty of fish . com sucks. I'm not finding anyone of interest, besides my false Tall Boy alarm. I chatted with a guy a little bit who was 33, and an electrician, but that went no where fast. What do you say to a total stranger in an email? I got another message from a guy I used to work with at Wal-Mart, jeremy, and I thought that was hilarious. I brought him up to speed on what I'm up to these days and that was about it. Oh and Steve is talking to me again now, and I don't really care. I told him i got back together with my ex-boyfriend for a little while, in between him and now. and he was cool with that. It goes back to what I said a few months ago, it's either no guys or so many at once.
Work has been entertaining the past two days as Chris and I have to play it cool, so that noone will suspect anything. It would look really bad for him and I. I never helped a guy have an affair before. Does this make me a mistress or a whore?? lol. He is bowling tonight with his bowling league and I promised him one pleasure for every strike he gets. So far he has gotten 8 strikes tonight. I got some debts to pay up on. So I guess you could say my relationship status is back to "It's complicated" in facebook terms... I made lasagna for supper tonight, and I wasn't even hungry so I put the whole thing in the fridge after I cooked it, uneaten.
That's it for now. I'm merely fighting the fires in my life, by igniting them with other fires. Brilliant I know.Pics from Friday Night...
Angie and I....
Foxy and Andy...
Group Hug!
Friends and Beer make everything better...
Donnie and Angie...
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